Oh My GAWD

Today, was the BEST day EVER! I love my girls, so much!

It's Saturday.

I'm bored. Haley should come over and we should do stuff. xD. Burger King, 1am. Then swimming. I think it sounds fun!

Just Living Proof That the Cameras Lying

Its friday night. Wow. That means I should be doing something fun but NO. Im at my uncles house right now because unlike how i used to be on friday nights (going skating with friends) im stuck here in my cousins room with my laptop. I have to wake up at 6:30am. ON A SATURDAY MORNING! Im not sure if Im crazy or not but I thought that saturday mornings were for either sleeping or going to sales at the mall. But hey, maybe Im just a psyco. But yeah, Im here because my aunt has to drive two of my cousins to their real dads house and one of them is at a sleepover but the other two, I have to babysit tomorrow morning. Woah, doesnt that sound fun? Really? No? I dont know why you would say such a thing. Just kidding. Im not too fond of babysitting. Its like Ive been watching these kids for about three years now and they just dont listen to me anymore. No matter how nice or how bitchy I am to them. Nothing works. I dont know what happend. And yes, I know that this is like my fifth blog where Im just talking about compleatly random things. But thats just how I am. Im probobly the most random person you'll ever meet. Exept for my friend Laura. But she deserves her own blog if were going to go on about her randomness. She is hilarious. I love her. Dont even get me started about how much fun we have together. Wow. Just thinking about it makes me smile. Maybe she is what my next blog will be about. Back, to babysitting. Im going to post this and get off the computer since I have to wake up so early. 

The Rain Is Falling Down, Fresh Water From The Sky

Okay so, I've been using song lyrics for my blog titles like I did on this one but these lyrics are so stupid. I'm babysitting my 3 and 5 year old cousins right now and they are watching this show called Yo Gabba Gabba and it is the strangest show I've ever seen. Wow. Whoever made it probobly has no life or is some kind of mental case. There are these little monseters that sing and dance then at the end, they all turn into plastic toys. Woooow. So anyway, this isn't what I intended for this blog to be about. So, I wish it was warmer and raining because I always love to go outside (in pajamas) but I just walk around while singing, dancing, and spinning around in circles with Laura. (Sometimes even by myself xD) But for me, dancing in the rain or even swimming while its raining, it's a kind of escape for me like nothing bad can happen to me and nobody can hurt me. It always puts me in a better mood. It always makes me smile. I love finding mew and exiting ways to escape from my house. When I get my liscence, it will just open new doors that I never had before because I can escape from this god forsaken subdivision. Back to the rain, its best when I go with Laura and we go lay on the basketball court or go swimming. Then my grandma calls my house and talks to my mom and she'll be like "what are the girls doing?" and my mom will say "swimming in the rain" and then my grandma will be like "OMG! Won't they get wet?!" It is so funny. So, thats just about all I have to say about the rain for now besides........I WISH IT WAS SUMMER. I WISH LAURA WAS HERE. I WISH IT WAS RAINING!

If only time flew like a dove.

So, I know this probably sounds like the typical emo teenager thing to say but I can't wait until I'm 18. I want to get as far away from here as I can as soon as I can. My parents always support me but when I try to say something that comes close to voicing my opinion, they just find a way to get rid of me for a few hours. They usually tell me to go to my room, go do school work, walk my dog, or they send me to my uncles house for a few hours. And my dad. I'll tell you about him but if I could only say one word about him, it would be wow. This is because he is such the little drama queen. If I talk about how much I love to be at my uncles house, he throws a fit. If I say something bad about religion, he throws a big ass hissy fit. If I ask my mom if I can go somewhere or have someone over, (no he doesn't have a fit.) he tries to think of reasons for me to have absolutely no life. Worse, when I have company, he gets whomever I have over to go look at things he is doing on his dumb ass computer or he'll do things to make himself be the center of attention. It is so annoying. He is even rude to my friends sometimes. I honestly wish I had more good things to say about him than bad but I just can't help it. He pushes me so far that I can't help but scream in his face. (But then I obviously get sent to my room.) He always says that I "treat him like shit" but, can you really blame me? Okay enough with him. My mom, most of the time she is like my protector from all the shit my dad tries to put on me but oh my god am I sorry if I piss her off. Wow. Just the thought of it gives me chills. I really don't have anything bad to say about my mom exept one thing. Why does she always have to defend my dad? Anyway, I really can't wait to get out of here. I just want to run away with my friends and let the world see the happy, free- spirited person that I really am. 

Do You Know Your Unlike Any Other?

So, it's Sunday and I just got back form taking Haley home. We were both really upset that she had to go home already. She had been here since Friday. I love it when she comes for the weekend. It helps take away some of the pain that comes from being so far away from my friends. This weekend has gone so fast, Friday we went to get Haley and then when we got to my house, we watched some TV and started writing a new song. We stayed up until four in the morning baking cookies and playing Sims. (Which is what we usually do.) Then we went in my room to go to sleep and we talked until we fell asleep, which is always nice to do. When we woke up on Saturday, it was already 2:00PM so the day was almost over so we made breakfast and got on my computer. We did that for most of the day but it was fun. After that, we went to play Sims again and we were talking about the Vans Warped Tour and how much fun it will be. This is because I am driving all of our friends there and it will be my first time. Anyway, we don't really do that much when Haley comes over but it is always fun because when I'm with her, I feel like nobody can hurt me because I know that if she could control things that no one would ever hurt me ever again. I love her so much.  She is one of the best friends I could ever ask for.

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Wow. When I woke up today, there was still a Christmas tree in my house. But now, its gone. Back in storage for about 9 months. This makes me very sad because Christmas it the only good thing that happens during the winter. Its horrible. Everything get all cold, you can't go swimming, you can't go outside without freezing your ass off, snow is just cold water, the air is all dry, and did I mention you can't go swimming! (unless you have an uncle that takes you to an indoor water park for Christmas :D) But the thing I hate most it that I only get to see my friends on weekends since the go to public school. So, this makes me wish it was summer because summer is the BEST! Sleeping outside, staying out late with my friends, sitting by a fire, swimming, going to the "beach" near my house (this beach is actually a lake because last time I checked, it was impossible to have a real beach in the middle of Ohio.) and most of all I love the fun memories that you get from being with your friends all summer long. Another thing I miss is having my friends come over for a week or two at a time and when Haley's parents for away for a weekend and we have sleepovers at her house without permission. (That just makes it even more fun) I really miss the summer.